My frills and a little something you should know about me...
I'm just another girl in love with Japanese Fashion. I admire mostly every Japan Style even though I am not a fan of all of them I contemplate most of them and admire the fashion and those who wear it. The style that suites me and wear is Gothic Lolita and maybe Classic Lolita, most of you know that. I am not a full time and life style lolita, I only wear the fashion and enjoy it but I don't consider it my life style. I only have like two coords at the moment, I have been in to the style for years now but never had the money to start building up a wardrobe. Now that I have a job I decided to get at least 5 coords. I have limited my self to five coords because my job is not permanent yet and I fear I will grow out of the fashion eventually. I also only wear lolita for special occasions not an everyday thing, I wish I could but I can't. I have to work hard for each piece I get so it might take long for me to get the Lolita pieces I want. Which most are replicas because brand wont fit me and I cant afford it.
Me as a lolita? Well, I wear it to spend time with my friends, most of the friends I have that have this taste in common with me live far from my town so sadly I only spend time with my lolita friends once in a while at meet ups or cons in other towns. When I wear lolita I act like I always act, I don't change my personality nor pretend to be this princess kawaii desu blah blah, I am who I am and clothes wont change me. I don't spend hours watching videos of other lolitas being all cute, nor spend hours wanting to be this or that. Why do I wear it then if not to be a kawaii desu princess? I wear it because its makes me feel free from my cage, because even thou I am not cute nor proper, nor girly, I feel I achieve elegance and freedom to be just me . I wear it to express the true nature of my thoughts and my self. Thanks to this fashion I met some nice people that thanks to them I've created a bond and gave meaning to me wearing this fashion and enjoy it with them. Most of them no matter how cranky and bitchy I am accept me and that is well, awesome sauce.
I do enjoy sweets, tea and shopping with my mom, boyfriend and lolita friends. I do recognize I have the flaw that I dislike girly, proper, non malice infused people. I simply CANT stand them, no reason at all just cant. Hence why some times I rather be very selective with who I go out with in lolita fashion.
As a lolita I don't like bows all over the place, not fond of pink on my lolita clothing (over loads of pink). I like morbid, dark prints. I like lace not loads of it, preferably on the hem of the skirt. Yep I am a skirt fan, I don't wear JSK unless there's one I REALLY like. Its crazy how obsessed I am with top hats although I don't have one yet (want to thou). Wigs for me are kinda annoying and itchy so I don't wear wigs, I like them, how they look and the touch it gives some coords but yeah... Totally obsessed with Moitie and AAtP.
Now for the latest coord
Id like to thank Nai, Eric, Jerome (the love of mah life) and my mother for understanding me, loving me as I am and always being there for my crazy loli moments.